Today was really lame. I thought I would be accomplishing a good deal but it turns out that is not what fate had in the cards.
I mean I did happen to take a walk outside for the first time in about a year and did some HIIT for a full 8 minutes. However sadly both were cut short due to wardrobe malfunctions.
The first malfunction was 100% my fault. I did complete 80% of my planned walk. My pants only completed about 50%. Everything is too big. I’m a poor judge of clothing size everything looks elephant like but then it still falls off my fat hippo ass.
The other malfunction, while partially my fault, I can handle easily. Bad battery in heart rate monitor. It felt weird that my HR was 91 the entire workout and then I tried fixing things and it bungled up more than before. Thank god for amazon.l, battery probably just dead.
I ended up smoking again but have a plan for this weekend. Straight up leaving my car at my parents house, doing 3 days of a nicotine patch and then going cold turkey. The coffee while it sometimes makes me sick will be tapered down at that point.
There was going to be a story about a former therapist however after further review I will not get into it. Instant replay has confirmed that she is/was a Karen.
Ugh…. wasted day. It’s about to be the second night of buttered herbal tea. At least it tastes amazing.
By Spacedog